Since I don't really use DA much I'm thinking about deleting it..
I use tumblr and skype more and I'd be happy to shove both at anyone who'd want it..
I don't know, DA just kinda.. Makes me sad. You know?
Random Useless Facts About Ara...1) When I draw Ara, I draw her with only one eye showing. It is partly because I cannot draw two eyes to save my life, but also because that's how she wears her hair in every day life. The side of her face she keeps hidden is scarred by lines that look like claw marks. It makes her feel self conscious whenever people comment or notice them.Random Useless Facts About Ara... by Ara-Cook
1a) Her scars are three lines vertical down her eye, and three hortizontal across her cheek.
2) Ara has deep blue eyes, with flecks of gold in them. Since I'm not very good at arting, it's usually not displayed.
3) Ara is usually portrayed as a shapeshifter, her alternate shape being a large gray wolf, with a black stripe running from the tuft of hair on her head, covering her ears and ending at her tail. She keeps her scars no matter what form she's in.
4) When I originally made Ara, I never intended to keep her for very long. She was meant to be one of my meanest human characters. When you take in the fact she was made to be a over controlli
SorryI don't know what the fuck Im doing with my life lately. I gave up on myself and let the people around me take hold of my life and lead me around like a broken horse. I feel like Im lost and I lost who I am. I feel like the fire in me finally died and theres nothing left but ember and dust. The world sees me as one person and yet Im not content. I know I have to take one path but the other one seems easier. Ive developed insomnia, depression, an eating disorder and Ive become far more Bipolar than Ive ever been. Im miserable and can barely eat a few bites of anything anymore. I cant sleep right now because Im paranoid and scared of the unknown and my body feels like it has to explode and cry but I lost my ability to summon tears. I cant focus and I feel like Im emotionally dying. People and things in my life that should bring me joy, dont. I stopped cutting earlier this year but that ends tonight. Im weak and dead and Moving forward is agony. I have a job, I have a destiny and a goal bSorry by FreakShowJester